Holiday!!!

I don't really remember when was the last time I had a long talk with my dearest mom. It is quite shy to talk about my relationship with my mom. I do love her very much!!! Really I really do! But it seems like a great wall separate us........ No time to talk with, no time to stay with.... I agree I didn't spend much time at home. But I do realise that why my mom felt bored in the past. Yesterday, I back to Fanling after shopping with my sister. I just saw my mon after she bathed, then she went back to her bedroom and started chatting with her friends. I heard that she had been cried before with her best friends. What a shame! I don't even know my mom was upset. Am I her daughter? Do you know the feeling? Like a stranger in her house.... I know nothing! We don't have any communication, no conversation.... How come? I just wonder what is going on. When I thought she should be comfort as I already work and my sister just get in the University, she actually still worries about us..... I am such a little pea only, nothing I could really to for my family. When will she could really lift the stone down, let herself a free time, to get to know her MR.RIGHT..... We already an adult, not a little child any more. Please... trust me, I won't let you disappointed, Mom. I will like you, to be a strong person with brave, never giveup. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

All about ME!!!

MY FAMILY @^^@

My little family >>> my sister (Wallis), Me, Mamam

This is the lastest photo we took. I love my family. But I discover that after I began my career last year, I never got enough time to stay with them. Always thinking of work and after work, just wonder relax. Too less time to being with them. Please don't angry with me, my dearest! I do love you so much! KISS & HUGS

Annual leave I am coming, please wait for me @^^@

BORING!!!

What I am doing everyday? What I am trying to do? I am really dislike my job. Not because it is hard, but it is changing. Nature of my job has been changed from operational to more more more ADMINISTRATIVE!!! I hate admin.! I hate paper works. My eyes gonna be a pair of dried cherry, so red and no more tears.... DRIED * I need sunglasses to hide it! What the fuck? I got a CL yesterday, but I even don't know how to use it properly. It was such a poor life.

It is colorless when you can not think of anything apart from your work.

Damn shit! Oh! I don't wanna like this, " A robot works for the job for its whole life! One day he will stop, because it is the end." Oh God! Help me! I HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE! ........Oh please I don't want to hate my job......

I need a holiday, a long and relaxing day!!! Just like her!

SAY "CHEERS!"          

DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH..........

http://www.keyweb.com.tw/11/01/

Just read this page...... so touching, especially when i know the brother got his feet hurts. I remember before my dad also have to work for the constructive company. One day, he told me he worked hard, very hard..... he got lots of bubbles on his feet, even cannot walk. I really didn't know it was such serious, I still joking, said he could use the foot massage machine when tired. But I knew he was really get hurts when he replied he cannot even squeeze his feet into the machine. I cannot believe that..... I really miss him. Still remember when his birthday he had asked me to have dinner together, but I didn't go.... I was wrong, I regret! I regret what I had been done for him, what I hadn't do for him....... Please forgive me, my dearest Dad..... Hope to see you on this Sunday and my birthday. I really want to stay beside you and to take care of you. Please don't tell me you are sorry to us. Everything you did is for our family, isn't it? We never angry about you ....... It is true!! Please trsut me! I LOVE YOU DAD! You already left before, please leave us again...... Waiting for you.